I feel invincible right now, I am happy.
My body still hurts everyday, I’m still broke, I’m still trying to figure out how to get back on my feet. I’m still trying to figure out how it happened that we all grew up and went our separate ways…
…but, today when someone asked me a question about who I was and where my life was taking me I didn’t start it with, “well, before the accident I…” I realized that nothing is going to be the same and just how I figured out how to make my life work before, I will figure out how to make it work now. It was honestly a moment of clarity, an epiphany almost.
So, I have at least one hundred tiny pieces of this puzzle strewn about all over the place but at least I’ve figured out that the only one who can put my life back together is me and more importantly that it is worth it to put it all back together.
On top of it all I am in love and loved back beyond measure… I have the best friends. So, tonight I can breathe.
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