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Hey! [sheepish Bernie smile]
I'm sorry I haven't updated in awhile. Really. I've missed you all. I just had to take care of a lot, clear my head, and think about next season a little more. Derek was there for me and he really helped too. I actually spent time with my family! Actual time. Watched a little Wife Swap Denzel, made pasta, saw a Broadway show Mamma Mia, drove to basketball, paid bills, and actually was a DAD for more than a week.
I was also able to play my music. I love my music and I missed it. It wasnt the same on the buses or the parties or hotel rooms with random players. There wasnt any satisfaction in it and it just pissed people off. It stressed me out more than helped. I was irritated because I thot it would make all the season problems leave and it didnt.
We were all so disconnected from normal world and were in our own little worlds. Work is the only priority we had. I'm sorry but it was. We didnt care about our wives or boyfriends or children. Yea, we cared obviously but we weren't THERE. I don't know if I can handle another season. If I cant and if Tino leaves too, we'll be on our Where in the World are B&T? tour lk Matt Lauer. Yes it's GAY
My kids just handed me their Christmas lists, and boy do I feel that money's tite. They want iPod nanos and Razr cellphones and Abercrombie? and 50 Cent CDs and remote control cars...jesus. It's THANKSGIVING tomorrow. Shouldn't they be THANKFUL?! And yes family's nice but my in-laws are here and it does drive you nuts a little. Ok, a lot. I'll probably end up at the Macy's parade tomorrow. I don't know tho cause they'd make me be in a float with some other unimportant person...Plus isn't Abercrombie that store with the ripped-up jeans? Who buys jeans with holes in them? Or am I the only one who wants actual clothes to wear?
I love you all. Tell me what's been up lately cause I'm in my own little world.
I'm sorry I haven't updated in awhile. Really. I've missed you all. I just had to take care of a lot, clear my head, and think about next season a little more. Derek was there for me and he really helped too. I actually spent time with my family! Actual time. Watched a little Wife Swap Denzel, made pasta, saw a Broadway show Mamma Mia, drove to basketball, paid bills, and actually was a DAD for more than a week.
I was also able to play my music. I love my music and I missed it. It wasnt the same on the buses or the parties or hotel rooms with random players. There wasnt any satisfaction in it and it just pissed people off. It stressed me out more than helped. I was irritated because I thot it would make all the season problems leave and it didnt.
We were all so disconnected from normal world and were in our own little worlds. Work is the only priority we had. I'm sorry but it was. We didnt care about our wives or boyfriends or children. Yea, we cared obviously but we weren't THERE. I don't know if I can handle another season. If I cant and if Tino leaves too, we'll be on our Where in the World are B&T? tour lk Matt Lauer. Yes it's GAY
My kids just handed me their Christmas lists, and boy do I feel that money's tite. They want iPod nanos and Razr cellphones and Abercrombie? and 50 Cent CDs and remote control cars...jesus. It's THANKSGIVING tomorrow. Shouldn't they be THANKFUL?! And yes family's nice but my in-laws are here and it does drive you nuts a little. Ok, a lot. I'll probably end up at the Macy's parade tomorrow. I don't know tho cause they'd make me be in a float with some other unimportant person...Plus isn't Abercrombie that store with the ripped-up jeans? Who buys jeans with holes in them? Or am I the only one who wants actual clothes to wear?
I love you all. Tell me what's been up lately cause I'm in my own little world.