goodbye you pathetic mongoloids.
allright!
im the bad guy now!
well then...
think what you want.
i tried to make myself happy so i wouldnt hurt her.
but i did.
IM A SELFISH PRICK FOR EVEN TRYING!!!
alrighty.
well...i shant give a SHIT.
because all those STC folks? guess what!?
IM GONE!
IM DEAD TO YOU ALL!
Ill see any you proboably twice more.
tommorow.
for about ten minutes at school.
graduation
if any of you fucking mongoloids decide to go.
graduation party.
only non-assbags invited.
guess what, im going to say it.
FUCK YOU STC.
FUCK YOU arrogant, ignorant, fecid stench, pathetically semi-wrathful, pitious, morally inept, mongolodial fucking trogladytes.
id rather walk on gravel and broken glass for a mile elsewhere, then talk to pretty much any of you.
there are few and far between.
Carrie...
i dont like you.
never really have. I know your cheating on Justin with Matt. Im surprised Justin hasnt dumped your stupid ass yet. Hey, you cheated on me with Matt, so why not a good guy like Justin? Because you have a kid with him? Ha! Tell that to me when he goes and gets a maternity test. piss off you whiny bitch.
Jacob
To this day you piss me off. I cant tell you a single thing without people knowing. I dont trust you. I cant talk to people i dont trust. Youve stabbed me in the back on more than one occasion. I dont care.
Cassie
What can I say? Im sorry. If you think I used you, then think what you want. If you think I disrespected you, think what you want. But blame yourself as well. FOR NEVER VOICING YOUR FUCKING OPINION. Say something, i would have listened. I loved you still, but i was unhappy. I stayed there for you, because i didnt want to hurt you. I made love with you because I thought it could keep the flame going, and set it up roaring again. But it failed. I failed, you failed. dont blame it all on me...grow a fucking spine...i hope you have, and that youve learned something from this. Speak your mind, and maybe your next relationship will be better. I wish you the best of luck.
JSt.Charles kids (most, NOT ALL)
on more than one occasion ive stayed back and watched you all with a slight smile on my face. knowing what pale, patheticly wretched lives you lead. Racist, sexist, homophobic pigs. I fear I am unable to express you pity monotheologically enough for you to comprehend my pure distaste, and loathing for almost all of you.
Other folks...hmm.
Justin K, your a ok. (but your girlfriends a dumb whiny bitch)
aaron, my most bodacious bud.
pit kids of oldtowne...what can i say? not all of em' are that smart but theyre my family.
buDd my crazy motherfuckin man! a gnarly dude
seth, jake k, chad, ryan, keith, jack...select others...cool people still, always buds.
kate...my buddy...im staying out of the feud between you and budd...cause i still want to be friends with the both of you...your still my friend right?
so...
im going to truck my horrible ass to bed soon.
i hope i fucking offended you. i hope you could comprehend it.
for i feel oh so much better.
and to st.charles.
within the next two weeks...you'll almost never see me again.
and this is the last you'll see of this journal.
im the bad guy now!
well then...
think what you want.
i tried to make myself happy so i wouldnt hurt her.
but i did.
IM A SELFISH PRICK FOR EVEN TRYING!!!
alrighty.
well...i shant give a SHIT.
because all those STC folks? guess what!?
IM GONE!
IM DEAD TO YOU ALL!
Ill see any you proboably twice more.
tommorow.
for about ten minutes at school.
graduation
if any of you fucking mongoloids decide to go.
graduation party.
only non-assbags invited.
guess what, im going to say it.
FUCK YOU STC.
FUCK YOU arrogant, ignorant, fecid stench, pathetically semi-wrathful, pitious, morally inept, mongolodial fucking trogladytes.
id rather walk on gravel and broken glass for a mile elsewhere, then talk to pretty much any of you.
there are few and far between.
Carrie...
i dont like you.
never really have. I know your cheating on Justin with Matt. Im surprised Justin hasnt dumped your stupid ass yet. Hey, you cheated on me with Matt, so why not a good guy like Justin? Because you have a kid with him? Ha! Tell that to me when he goes and gets a maternity test. piss off you whiny bitch.
Jacob
To this day you piss me off. I cant tell you a single thing without people knowing. I dont trust you. I cant talk to people i dont trust. Youve stabbed me in the back on more than one occasion. I dont care.
Cassie
What can I say? Im sorry. If you think I used you, then think what you want. If you think I disrespected you, think what you want. But blame yourself as well. FOR NEVER VOICING YOUR FUCKING OPINION. Say something, i would have listened. I loved you still, but i was unhappy. I stayed there for you, because i didnt want to hurt you. I made love with you because I thought it could keep the flame going, and set it up roaring again. But it failed. I failed, you failed. dont blame it all on me...grow a fucking spine...i hope you have, and that youve learned something from this. Speak your mind, and maybe your next relationship will be better. I wish you the best of luck.
JSt.Charles kids (most, NOT ALL)
on more than one occasion ive stayed back and watched you all with a slight smile on my face. knowing what pale, patheticly wretched lives you lead. Racist, sexist, homophobic pigs. I fear I am unable to express you pity monotheologically enough for you to comprehend my pure distaste, and loathing for almost all of you.
Other folks...hmm.
Justin K, your a ok. (but your girlfriends a dumb whiny bitch)
aaron, my most bodacious bud.
pit kids of oldtowne...what can i say? not all of em' are that smart but theyre my family.
buDd my crazy motherfuckin man! a gnarly dude
seth, jake k, chad, ryan, keith, jack...select others...cool people still, always buds.
kate...my buddy...im staying out of the feud between you and budd...cause i still want to be friends with the both of you...your still my friend right?
so...
im going to truck my horrible ass to bed soon.
i hope i fucking offended you. i hope you could comprehend it.
for i feel oh so much better.
and to st.charles.
within the next two weeks...you'll almost never see me again.
and this is the last you'll see of this journal.