Life can be so hard
Ok so things aren't so great right now.....first off my car is in the shop and it is going to take me 450.00 to fix. Second I have shitty dead end job that I thought was going to be great. Third I get payed tommorrow and I have a car payment, bills and my car in the shop and my check won't be enough. Oh and Tina left me a not saying I owe her 92.00 for bills and she wants it tommorrow and not to piss her off. I think that sounds like a threat. She better watch herself I hate her and I am so mad at her that it wouldn't be very smart to piss me off. Ok so I did something that I shouldn't have I looked at the bills on her desk and they only added up to 76.00 for my half so what am I paying for. So tonight when I get home I am asking to see them.....I won't be able to pay her though because I have got to pay for my car...I need my car so I guess if I get it fixed I can live in it. Is there anything else that could go wrong? Jenn and I are fighting because I need rides to work till I get my car and she doesn't want to have to get up so early to take me to work so tommorrow I have to find a ride because she doesn't want to give me one. Oh and last night I got really drunk and held hands with someone that I really don't know. I know that hold handing doesn't really mean anything but it was really weird..because I kind of felt something...I wonder if she did or was it just a good feeling at the time.????? Well I guess I will have to wait and see.
I got to see Stacy the other day and it was good. We went for coffe and when we showed up Jenn was there and I felt bad and weird at the sametime. I hate that life has to be hard at times.
I got to see Stacy the other day and it was good. We went for coffe and when we showed up Jenn was there and I felt bad and weird at the sametime. I hate that life has to be hard at times.