Okay, I admit I'm nervous!
I am supposed to be going to Birmingham on Wednesday till Saturday, doubling up a business meeting with the dance show, but this will be the first time I have ever made a journey that long on my own since the rape and the ensuing alcoholism. I am rather nervous about it, but I feel I HAVE to make this trip, not only to see the show, not only to go to the meeting, but also to prove to myself that I CAN! I'm not going to get anywhere if I can't move beyond flippin' Grangemouth! So I'll be tongue in cheek, fingers crossed, fighting panic attacks, trying NOT to have a drink on the boring journey when I won't have Luke to talk to, and trust in God that He will get me there and back in one piece!