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Look at where we are from three years ago.
High School started as a life filled with gaming, websites, poetry, darkness, and a friendship... one true friendship - with Josh Stevens. He was seriously my only friend... I mean, I had other friendly relationships with certain people but nothing was as worth it as the "bond" (? right word ?) I had with Joshua.
And that grew through a computer game called Afterwards - a Quake 3 modification that not only helped me out socially, but was moderately fun too.
I grew friends like Andy and Chris and Dave in my Junior year and that was great. I actively went to concerts - especially local shows at the Gorham Coffee House. At the end of my Junior year the seperation between Josh and I was quite apparent but didn't really seem definite - but at the least we saw our differences and applauded them.
My social life really picked up in the end of the junior year and on into the Summer. I actually had relationships with girls, actually had things to do every night with other people, actually stopped my daily porn rituals... it was all turning around. And it only continued from there. I met more and more great people through things like Blurty and Livejournal, including Savannah, Brie, Ashley and Katie Dunn.
And the bagel girls and all them stayed in my life - Amanda, Liz, and Elisa mainly. All great south portland friends. An unfortunate result of that was the breakup of my inner group of friends - Andy, Dave, Chris, Josh and I had fallen apart, or at least they were seperated from me. It was a ruckus, but I was too distracted to notice or care.
And eventually this led into my senior year, which I am undergoing currently. Filled with excitements, pleasures, displeasures, etc... the changes are interesting and thoroughly conclusive yet thoroughly inconclusive.
High School started as a life filled with gaming, websites, poetry, darkness, and a friendship... one true friendship - with Josh Stevens. He was seriously my only friend... I mean, I had other friendly relationships with certain people but nothing was as worth it as the "bond" (? right word ?) I had with Joshua.
And that grew through a computer game called Afterwards - a Quake 3 modification that not only helped me out socially, but was moderately fun too.
I grew friends like Andy and Chris and Dave in my Junior year and that was great. I actively went to concerts - especially local shows at the Gorham Coffee House. At the end of my Junior year the seperation between Josh and I was quite apparent but didn't really seem definite - but at the least we saw our differences and applauded them.
My social life really picked up in the end of the junior year and on into the Summer. I actually had relationships with girls, actually had things to do every night with other people, actually stopped my daily porn rituals... it was all turning around. And it only continued from there. I met more and more great people through things like Blurty and Livejournal, including Savannah, Brie, Ashley and Katie Dunn.
And the bagel girls and all them stayed in my life - Amanda, Liz, and Elisa mainly. All great south portland friends. An unfortunate result of that was the breakup of my inner group of friends - Andy, Dave, Chris, Josh and I had fallen apart, or at least they were seperated from me. It was a ruckus, but I was too distracted to notice or care.
And eventually this led into my senior year, which I am undergoing currently. Filled with excitements, pleasures, displeasures, etc... the changes are interesting and thoroughly conclusive yet thoroughly inconclusive.