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Even when you think things are okay...
It can turn out you're wrong.
I miss some people that I haven't really seen over break.
I miss people that I've been seeing all along.
I miss some people that wouldn't think I'd miss them in the first place.
But if there's a void in my heart, I yearning for what once was, I won't just let it sit there. I don't ignore friends and I don't want to hate. Some people seem so intent on it that it's ridiculous. Even if coexistence is progress, I'm contented with it. Civility is just great by me. Even if I'm not ready to have some intense, ultra-super close friendship shoved down my throat, is that what it takes to be friends, to hang out, and be considerate of one another? There may be a hangover of awkwardness that can't necessarily be swallowed whole by an, "HI, IT'S SO GREAT TO SEE YOU" or by lots of FUN FUN FUN. It helps, it really does. But gossipping, social aversion, and suspicion... they really don't.
It may seem that I've adopted a policy of "laisser faire", but in my mind, I've been far from it.
Congratulations cast of Cats!
Lalala, break is fun!
That's all, bye.
It can turn out you're wrong.
I miss some people that I haven't really seen over break.
I miss people that I've been seeing all along.
I miss some people that wouldn't think I'd miss them in the first place.
But if there's a void in my heart, I yearning for what once was, I won't just let it sit there. I don't ignore friends and I don't want to hate. Some people seem so intent on it that it's ridiculous. Even if coexistence is progress, I'm contented with it. Civility is just great by me. Even if I'm not ready to have some intense, ultra-super close friendship shoved down my throat, is that what it takes to be friends, to hang out, and be considerate of one another? There may be a hangover of awkwardness that can't necessarily be swallowed whole by an, "HI, IT'S SO GREAT TO SEE YOU" or by lots of FUN FUN FUN. It helps, it really does. But gossipping, social aversion, and suspicion... they really don't.
It may seem that I've adopted a policy of "laisser faire", but in my mind, I've been far from it.
Congratulations cast of Cats!
Lalala, break is fun!
That's all, bye.