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Today the unthinkable happend. I shouldn't even say unthinkable because it was very much a manifested nightmare. It was ironic because Alyse and I were shopping and she made the comment that Eric still hadn't called her. She left for work and called back because Eric had called her. He called twice. Before I knew it I was hearing voices outside and in walked Tom and Eric. It makes me proud to say that I can confidently say that I have absolutely no feelings for Eric. I became very indignant, and seeing him made me mad over the past all over again. How I hated him for persisting and persisting to go to lunch this summer, and how mad I am that I went, how frustrated I am at him for Alyse's sake. When I saw him, I saw contempt and wanted OUT, which I must say that I booked it pretty fast. Didn't make much of a difference to Alyse, but what else am I to do. I went to my car and was on the phone with my dad and he knocked on my window and wouldn't leave. He said he wanted to tell me he was leaving so I could stay. Couldn't he have just left?! He is so arrogant, it makes me sick. I wish I had a craft to make Alyse a new heart and we could let this roll off our shoulders and move on fine.
In other news, it's almost New Year's. New Year's is consistently a let down. My New Year's Resolution this year was to not get my hopes up for New Year's. I feel like just hanging out at Brian's, mellow, people I like, where I know I won't get my hopes up, where I will know everyone around. Alyse wants to go to Irvine to see the twins. I don't know why I don't want to go there more.
My right hand always gets freezing when I'm typing at night, and my left hand is always fine. If anyone ever asks me what annoys me, remind me that it's people who use the expression "rocks my socks [off]" that's the stupidest thing ever, it doesn't even make grammatical sense and is just stupid and while I'm at it, people who spell it "rawk" (or any other variations thereof).
I am determined to finish Not Without Laughter this break and make headway on my Series of Unfortunate Events, ciao
In other news, it's almost New Year's. New Year's is consistently a let down. My New Year's Resolution this year was to not get my hopes up for New Year's. I feel like just hanging out at Brian's, mellow, people I like, where I know I won't get my hopes up, where I will know everyone around. Alyse wants to go to Irvine to see the twins. I don't know why I don't want to go there more.
My right hand always gets freezing when I'm typing at night, and my left hand is always fine. If anyone ever asks me what annoys me, remind me that it's people who use the expression "rocks my socks [off]" that's the stupidest thing ever, it doesn't even make grammatical sense and is just stupid and while I'm at it, people who spell it "rawk" (or any other variations thereof).
I am determined to finish Not Without Laughter this break and make headway on my Series of Unfortunate Events, ciao