MoDeRn DaY PrAyEr
i fucking hate my life. its not an exaggeration. it really isnt. i dont know what else to say but that. this thing isnt doing the trick. anyways. i'm sick as well. and i'm having a conversation about what a great time she's having and i'm glad but i'm crying on the other end and i guess she'll know when she reads this but at least it will be delayed. i really am tired of being alive right now. i'm sick and tired of things hurting so fucking much. i'm really fucking sick of it. i didnt ask for these god damned tears. i didnt ask to fall in love with a girl i cant have right now. i didnt ask for it to hurt so much. still. i feel so fucking replaced and i dont want to be. but i dont get a choice. ugh. okay. so done being stupid. so done. so done.