Shit Shit Shit Shit. Damn.
Why is this so fucked up. Damnit. I just cant do anything right it seems. If I do one thing it makes one or the other unhappy. And sometimes for her sake i think its better that i'm leaving. Maybe its better i will be gone. Maybe it'll be better, she wont have her heart broken and the other wont have to deal with me anymore. Fuck breakups, fuck love, fuck confusion. Fuck it all to hell. I know what I really want. I want my girlfriend back. Thats what I wait for. Blah. I KNOW I FUCKING FAIL at making ppl happy apparently. I couldnt keep the love of my life and the other girl in my life just keeps getting stepped on. and on top of that i keep getting crushed over and over again by her great affections for her new gf. her new love. and maybe i shouldnt freak out, or maybe i shouldnt get upset but i am. i hate my life. i can honestly say that right now i hate my life. i just want shit back the way they were before my whole world flipped upside-fucking-down.
my new hair....
my new hair....