NeVeR gOnNa GeT iT.

[berkeleychica]

veronica has a date on the 27th. WOOT. rocky horror picture show. live on stage here. i know the girl playing janet. anyway. i got to tickets and i was gunna go with adam. or rather ask him if he wanted to but then i thought to myself. why not ask hannah? so i did. and she said she'd love to. so were gunna do that and then go out for food after. meh. im wondering to myself why i'm not out having fun. i could have gotten drunk here with my roommates and their friends. or i could have gone to hannahs and gotten drunk and played twister. but instead i'm here. basically i'm the girl in the corner on her computer while the drunk girls scream and yell and drink a liter of vodka and goof off. meh. dont care much. dont much feel like being unsober. havent really since i did X again. just dont want to feel anywhere close to that. i didnt feel bad. i really didnt at all but i just...feel like sobriety is good right now. we have booze or i could smoke but meh. i'm not being social and i'm not being intoxicated. ppl at work keep asking me if i'm okay. heh. i worked at the pizzeria part of the dining hall and it reminded me of blondies vaguely and i actually really liked it. i'm going to try and do that as much as possible. *sneezes* i missed 2 classes today. slept and ate through one and got payed through the other. oh well. lets see...how else was my night...oh yes. so i made out with this really hot guy from wyoming last weekend while drunk after beer pong. and this slut was there. kyle had told me about her already. so apparently when i went to the bathroom she went up to him and proceeded to tell him that i'd already made out with someone (which was not by my action, the guy, my beer pong partner. kissed me) and then she proceeded to tell him that i wasnt that attractive and that her friend was much better looking. WTF. she does not know me. i do not know her. but i saw her tonight. next time...i do very much plan on approaching her and telling her off. i didnt go around talking to ppl about how she'd apparently slept with half of the wrestling team. anyway. it makes me laugh more than anything and i cant wait to confront her and make her feel really fuckin akward about it. i'm sure her friend was better looking. i'm sure i dont look like every other girl in colorado. i know this because everyone wants the average colorado girl. and thats not me. and thats why i'm not talking to ppl. meh.
wow these drunk girls fail at singing the lyrics to moulin rouge. it makes me sad. i need to read. i need quiet. its anything but. fuck. go away. go to the club like you said guys...