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Fuck, he got exactly what I wanted. Not much use in hoping anymore. I've been able to refrain for, well.......what seems like a few months, but subconsciously the hoping never went away. Everything that I wanted, I didn't get, and he's getting it all the time.
I might as well pretend she's gone, cause it sure doesn't look like she'll ever want to talk to me again.
I just want it all to go back to the way it used to be.