Apr 25, 2006 04:05
I feel so terrible...
I think that it is a direct link to what I did earlier yesterday... My stomache just held in knots, and I get the feeling like I am gonna puke, but I know I am not sick... Been shivering, though I was not cold, for the better part of all day... Many hours of feeling terrible...
I think this is the worst I have felt since I... In a long time. And much worse than I have ever felt, any time before that time... It is just terrible... I cannot believe how terrible a friend I am.
Couldn't even remember one stupid thing... have a little more patience... No... I had to be the jerk of the world.
I cannot quite describe exactly how I feel... But I will try... It is like my stomache is on the spin cycle, while it is empty, and like it is full at the same time.... Not exactly a pleasant feeling.
In fact... It is horrid. Though... I suppose this isn't even a moderate fraction of what most of the worlds population feels...
I'll leave it at that... While I try to sleep.
--James.