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[berginyon]

I guess I never was really good at writing entries... I always has something to say, but it was never very useful... I mean.. It was always something being bitched about or whatnot... Recently, though, I haven't really had anything to bitch about... I mean... 14 weeks ago was my last entry on LJ, what have I done since then

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[angelofwater]

Okay I don't understand why the heck you wouldn't tell me that you updated on here.. I hardly check my livejournal so theres no way I'll know.. only noticed while cleaning out your email.. I don't know right now I'm just feel really funny and I don't know it's totally something to do with your entry.. and just other things, god I hate when I get like this.. why must I get like this *cries* I hate this.. I really do..

Maybe cuz I always tell you when I update.. heck you hardly ever update then you do without even telling me.. even if it wasn't anything completely important it still bothers me.. it bothers me a lot.. I don't know James I just don't know. I feel like I need to be free and all I want to do right now is cry. I mean we went for lunch with my grandparent's and they played "prop me up beside the jukebox" in there and me and my mom just about started crying.. I so wanted to... then I remembered what that lady said.. about the whole "On holidays they are always with you" I feel that was his way of letting us know that he was there too.. I don't know I'm so upset agian.. and not just cuz of that.. also you totally messed something up in your entry.. you said your coming to see me after summer..

I don't know James.. I feel like I'm just lost and in second place for everything. I have no idea why.. are you trying to say you wanna go back to computer games now? If that's the case do it but you know how that will effect me.. but whatever right now I just need to get out.. get out of everything omg I don't know what's wrong with me, I feel like such a bitch... :(

I'm gonna go before I make things even worse.. I always do.

~Kenya~

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[berginyon]

NONONONONO!!!! You misunderstand, that is just what I use to be, that is not what I meant at all!! I don't wanna go back to gaming full time, that was an empty fulfillment, and it means a whole lot less than you mean to me. My entire past of gaming,is meaningless compared to the joy I feel with you.

Omg, kenya, I love you!! I love you sooo much!!!

And what is this you are talking about getting out...??

YOU ARE NOT A BITCH!!! (That is my job!)

--Bergy.

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[angelofwater]

Well you made it sound like you were upset that you stopped playing computer games.. like it was a big loss:( if you read through your entry you'll see what I mean.. I love you too, I really do. I'm just not having a good day and it's just hard and I don't know what I meant by getting out I don't even know and it isn't of any importance.

I love you James and I"m sorry.. sorry for any shitty things I seem to case. It's kinda funny that you use Bergy on your livejournal and on mine.. but on your friend James' livejournal you put --James hmm go figure... *rolls eyes*

~Kenya~