Today
So, I am looking at my picture today, and doing a little bit of whatv i like to call....retroactive reintergrated selfexplorative thinking.....or...I just made that up. So, I am looking at my picture and thinking....I am happy being me. I don;t like to think much about me, ecspeically not when I am sitting there with 200 F'en pictures. It makes my stomach sorta twist, as if I am developing the same Ego everyone else has here. Maybe it's the water. The water back home poisoned you physically, the water here mentally. you just can;t win I guess. And the water i drink some bear or raccoon or furry creature that I would try to become friends with peed in. So, I did look at the picture and think, I have some more shit to do. My roomate was an extra in a movie yesterday. which is funny, he was in a movie before me and I'm the one with all this shit. I am still waiting to here from Playhouse west. Apperantly I can join the BEverly Hills playhouse...but, I don't like the name. It sounds like...posh crap.....I would prbably fit right in...shit..So, while waiting to here from Caroline about me going to the West End playhouse there, i have to think...I am a kid froma fucking Trailer Park. Which is sorta funny to me now. Because now, I live in an even smaller area for 5 times as much as my parents use to pay. but, I am suppose to have some sort of glorious magical life. At times it is fun...free food is fun. Dominico is going to send my pictures out soon, which is very cool. I will hopefully get an acting job quick then I will quit Mary's. I mean, it's cool and all, but having Gay fella's hit on you is not all that much fun. but, it makes me think of an episode of "Sex in the City" (which was a good show). Where they say...first the gays come then the girls....Well....fuck me, the gays are floodin in. And with that said Job....i find myself buying alot of shit...why, because I think I deserve it. :D
Someone asked me today why Dominico puts all this time and money into me. I mean, he lives in a awesome house and has his life put together. Why bring me into and waste time and money on me...My answer and his answer are the same. the intial investment seems steep. But, soon, it will work itself out. And I will be making him alot of money....well 15% of what i make. So, hopefully I start getting work soon. But, the way it sounds....I do like I always say 3 months. So....once again....not bad for a kid from a trailer park :D
But, as of now, i am truning down extra work...I don't do that. I also don't surf...because I am still afraid of sharks..I got a nickname...Obiwon....sorta silly. but apperantly I am suppose to know a bunch of stuff. So, I got nicknamed after some Star Wars charatcer who is a Jedi-Master...At least I'm not Yoda....little green thing...whatever he is..and I live....sorta, in that series...I am currently bored, and Matt and VD are back from Rome...VD is still an ass and matt is still cool. And they had good stories. So, until another time when i am placed in front of a computer, I just wanted to sketch down my current life and let some friends know how it's going down....Just know that soon.. CMU theatre department will be getting a kiss my ass letter in the mail....my mum is fine....the uhhh...urrfff...Ahh, friend from home (wink wink) has seemed to leave me alone. Althought I hope she is well. And....... yeah...so...I'll call ya back (I never call back thought, i say that to people though)...But, I will....really.
Someone asked me today why Dominico puts all this time and money into me. I mean, he lives in a awesome house and has his life put together. Why bring me into and waste time and money on me...My answer and his answer are the same. the intial investment seems steep. But, soon, it will work itself out. And I will be making him alot of money....well 15% of what i make. So, hopefully I start getting work soon. But, the way it sounds....I do like I always say 3 months. So....once again....not bad for a kid from a trailer park :D
But, as of now, i am truning down extra work...I don't do that. I also don't surf...because I am still afraid of sharks..I got a nickname...Obiwon....sorta silly. but apperantly I am suppose to know a bunch of stuff. So, I got nicknamed after some Star Wars charatcer who is a Jedi-Master...At least I'm not Yoda....little green thing...whatever he is..and I live....sorta, in that series...I am currently bored, and Matt and VD are back from Rome...VD is still an ass and matt is still cool. And they had good stories. So, until another time when i am placed in front of a computer, I just wanted to sketch down my current life and let some friends know how it's going down....Just know that soon.. CMU theatre department will be getting a kiss my ass letter in the mail....my mum is fine....the uhhh...urrfff...Ahh, friend from home (wink wink) has seemed to leave me alone. Althought I hope she is well. And....... yeah...so...I'll call ya back (I never call back thought, i say that to people though)...But, I will....really.