May 27, 2005 12:05
despite being a 24 hour refugee for freedom there is something that I often overlook to mention in conversation. And as much religious slader as I say, you would have to say I say those things because I understand religion. Where does this come from. I am so thankful for this life. For everything around me, good and bad. I appreiate every single moment that is givin to me. And about everyday I thank God for everything. And alot of times I do so at night. But I am not a useless prick, those who only talk to God when things are going bad....most people do that and it's because your a coward and can't stand on your own to feet. I talk when things are good. And when things are bad, I smile and thank him for that to. and all I ask is that he help me in a dream that may show me the direction I should possible look. but there are people dying right now. Starving. Actually hurting. And for me to ask for help because I got into an arguement.That woulkd be the worst thing I think. So, I would like to take this moment to express my absolute love for God (not Jesus, not sure about his Character that he is suppose to play). And not religion. (that gets me really mad). But, thank you for every moment, every day. Every blade ever grass and ever blood vessel. I appreciate it. Amen.