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We lost..
everyone but me went out to get drunk as i'm on a leash with the coach pretty much.
rang an airline, packed a bag, left a note and hightailed my ass to london to see marc-antoine, sidney and corey. Must say that later was far happier than the first though... I didn't see sidney as he was sleeping when I got there and when i left.
marc-antoine and i talked, and argued.. and i don't know if it got us anywhere but i don't think it was meant to really, just voicing honestly our opinions.
I'm calm he thinks. Id on't get angry. I don't hate.. but.. that's just how I am. I've seen hatred. I have scars from it and even though it's different anger different hate it still.. scares me.
I hope.. both him and sidney feel better, and see soon all that they accomplished cause they have accomplished so much their records, and titles and all of that..
Then i went to see hideously drunk corey with his really bad dancing and singing of bergy wergy woo wah or something and now i have killer hang over and am finding advil and going back to sleep on the floor, in ... i think we are in hotel marriott.. responsible boys..d rinking not driving.. hehehe
Later.
everyone but me went out to get drunk as i'm on a leash with the coach pretty much.
rang an airline, packed a bag, left a note and hightailed my ass to london to see marc-antoine, sidney and corey. Must say that later was far happier than the first though... I didn't see sidney as he was sleeping when I got there and when i left.
marc-antoine and i talked, and argued.. and i don't know if it got us anywhere but i don't think it was meant to really, just voicing honestly our opinions.
I'm calm he thinks. Id on't get angry. I don't hate.. but.. that's just how I am. I've seen hatred. I have scars from it and even though it's different anger different hate it still.. scares me.
I hope.. both him and sidney feel better, and see soon all that they accomplished cause they have accomplished so much their records, and titles and all of that..
Then i went to see hideously drunk corey with his really bad dancing and singing of bergy wergy woo wah or something and now i have killer hang over and am finding advil and going back to sleep on the floor, in ... i think we are in hotel marriott.. responsible boys..d rinking not driving.. hehehe
Later.