Jul 19, 2005 00:13
summer time, life is full of adventure and grevances, sort of... anyway this past week ive been up at lake harmony. swimming, canoeing, and drinkin and hangin out have been whats up. and at some points too much fucking drama.
alot drama i didnt want to 1.) have been around. 2.) have had to fucking deal with. as far as im concerned everyone hass been at some point pissing me off one way, shape or form. maybe its just me thinking that maybe every one is all fucking alike. people who i once thought were all onspiring, are slowing being etched into my mind as slaves of a conformist and fucked up world. maybe im just interpeting things from being piss drunk and happy, to slowly coming down and sobering and seeing every1 else be caught up in stupid shit. i dunno maybe im just venting, on stupid shit or maybe im truley speaching my mind.
i dunno what to think of alot of things anymore, what to think of the people i know, what to think of life in general. i mean im not depressed im sure as fuck not "emo" and im sure as fuck not crying about shit. just i believe being sober im finally realizing how everyone is alike, and with a few exceptions of the self indulgant and ingnort fucks out there, i only have a select few of ppl i truely love, trust and admire...... the rest are now obsulet