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Things are better for the most part. This weekend was a good one. Homecoming wasn't just fun, it made me think about a lot of things.
At dinner last night, wes, caiti, marshall and I had conversations i really needed. I learned that i kinda skipped high school in my mind, if that makes sense. Like it isnt filled with superficial immature thoughts. Im just ready to begin my life, but im going to enjoy every minute until then.
I learned a lot about my friendships with people. Marshall said something to me at dinner that opened my eyes to the way my "friends" see me. I just really miss elizabeth. She's the most real/true person I know, and i miss having something like that in my life.
Laying on the dock, looking at the stars, listening to acoustic guitar, brought me to tears. It was just one of those moments where it feels like you are pouring out everything wrong in your life. It made me think of the good things also, like how I want to die knowing enough to satisfy me. I just want to learn so much. I can't wait to start finding answers to the millions of questions I have.
The dance and being princess was fun too. :] haha. Not giving a fuck about what people thought was pretty sweet too.
At dinner last night, wes, caiti, marshall and I had conversations i really needed. I learned that i kinda skipped high school in my mind, if that makes sense. Like it isnt filled with superficial immature thoughts. Im just ready to begin my life, but im going to enjoy every minute until then.
I learned a lot about my friendships with people. Marshall said something to me at dinner that opened my eyes to the way my "friends" see me. I just really miss elizabeth. She's the most real/true person I know, and i miss having something like that in my life.
Laying on the dock, looking at the stars, listening to acoustic guitar, brought me to tears. It was just one of those moments where it feels like you are pouring out everything wrong in your life. It made me think of the good things also, like how I want to die knowing enough to satisfy me. I just want to learn so much. I can't wait to start finding answers to the millions of questions I have.
The dance and being princess was fun too. :] haha. Not giving a fuck about what people thought was pretty sweet too.