2 days now

[berettas_girl]

Yup in two days i am outta this state for good, maybe i will look back maybe i wont but i dont know what the truth is anymore, i sit and wonder about why i put up with so much shit, why i wanted to be with the people i wanted to be with.. and how much i love others, but the truth will be told when i move who was true and who wasnt. i mean i dont know i love steve a lot and right now leaving this state will probly kill me because of that but in all honesty it might help everything out in the end. But i wont know that until i see to the future and start that down there.. I mean shits going to be hard making new friends trying to live on my own but i know that some people will be able to help me out. I dont know, Theres a ton of things i wanna say but i will do that tomrrow because im really sick right now..

So im off to bed.

night