Cold (poem)
Cold weather,
Cold mind,
Cold hands,
As things run through my mind,
Cold metal,
Cold chains,
Cold goodbyes,
Sitting here,
Looking out a window,
To only see the darkest of times,
Being alone,
Wondering what to do,
Wondering if it’s true,
Something drips down my face,
Something cold,
Something I can’t taste,
Something not so new,
But something I feel pain to,
Pain of my heart breaking,
Breaking in two,
Just when I thought I was healing,
By taking a breath to see if I’m living,
They say pain with out love,
You just can’t get enough of,
Honestly I’m cold,
Feeling like i'm dying,
As I see things flash,
Things out of my past,
Running,
Running through my mind,
As I feel the cold drip,
Something clear,
Something old,
Something I am use to,
But don’t do often,
When I do it’s a river,
When I do I fear of things,
Things that I shouldn’t think about,
Things that aren’t so new,
Things that I hate to do,
Looking around,
To only not see you,
The cold wind wraps around me,
Like you use to,
Feels like I’m slowly being taken away,
Away from everything,
Away from all the pain,
Away from you,
That’s the worst thing I want to do,
When I look at pictures of you,
The feeling gets stronger,
As the cold drips down father,
Faster,
Dropping,
To cold to move,
As I see nothing,
Nothing but the darkness,
Coming over me,
Missing your hand with mine,
Missing your touch,
Most of all missing you,
Things aren’t the same,
Instead it’s cold,
Cold hands,
Cold body,
Cold tears,
Something warms starts to fall,
Something new,
Something I have seen before,
But something I hate,
Something you told me to never do,
Blood flows,
Flows down my face,
As my eyes fill,
I look away,
My face is full of it,
And nothing is going to change,
The only thing that will is my pain,
It just gets worse,
As I cry out in vain,
Looking around,
The wind catches my face,
Makes it sting,
Makes it worse,
As all I want to do is see you,
You with me,
Together,
But is that to late,
All I feel now is the blood racing,
Racing down my eyes,
Laying there in the cold,
All I have is nothing to hold,
One cold day,
One cold body,
One cold hand,
Until you come back to my side,
And be my man…….
Oct.15, 2006
Stacy Light.
Cold mind,
Cold hands,
As things run through my mind,
Cold metal,
Cold chains,
Cold goodbyes,
Sitting here,
Looking out a window,
To only see the darkest of times,
Being alone,
Wondering what to do,
Wondering if it’s true,
Something drips down my face,
Something cold,
Something I can’t taste,
Something not so new,
But something I feel pain to,
Pain of my heart breaking,
Breaking in two,
Just when I thought I was healing,
By taking a breath to see if I’m living,
They say pain with out love,
You just can’t get enough of,
Honestly I’m cold,
Feeling like i'm dying,
As I see things flash,
Things out of my past,
Running,
Running through my mind,
As I feel the cold drip,
Something clear,
Something old,
Something I am use to,
But don’t do often,
When I do it’s a river,
When I do I fear of things,
Things that I shouldn’t think about,
Things that aren’t so new,
Things that I hate to do,
Looking around,
To only not see you,
The cold wind wraps around me,
Like you use to,
Feels like I’m slowly being taken away,
Away from everything,
Away from all the pain,
Away from you,
That’s the worst thing I want to do,
When I look at pictures of you,
The feeling gets stronger,
As the cold drips down father,
Faster,
Dropping,
To cold to move,
As I see nothing,
Nothing but the darkness,
Coming over me,
Missing your hand with mine,
Missing your touch,
Most of all missing you,
Things aren’t the same,
Instead it’s cold,
Cold hands,
Cold body,
Cold tears,
Something warms starts to fall,
Something new,
Something I have seen before,
But something I hate,
Something you told me to never do,
Blood flows,
Flows down my face,
As my eyes fill,
I look away,
My face is full of it,
And nothing is going to change,
The only thing that will is my pain,
It just gets worse,
As I cry out in vain,
Looking around,
The wind catches my face,
Makes it sting,
Makes it worse,
As all I want to do is see you,
You with me,
Together,
But is that to late,
All I feel now is the blood racing,
Racing down my eyes,
Laying there in the cold,
All I have is nothing to hold,
One cold day,
One cold body,
One cold hand,
Until you come back to my side,
And be my man…….
Oct.15, 2006
Stacy Light.