Goodbyes
As i am learning and hearing from others this is my finnal goodbye to steven... Unless someone can talk some since into him. There is a major disapointment in all of this because his own brother OZ is hanging his head over this one. The fact is, is that i am giving up on the fact that i love steve to death and there is nothing in this world that will change this. I just honeslty hope he knows what he wants before he does make a bad choice. I love steve more then i will ever love anyone or myself, but if this is what has to be done so then he realizes that the love i have for him will never change then i guess this is it.
My final GOODBYE::::
Dearest Steven,
With all the years that i have knowen you i just wanted to say thank you, and to say that i will NEVER STOP loving you or thinking of you. With everything we have been through i wish you the best of luck. I just hope that maybe someday down the road you will look back and realize that maybe i did love you like i said i do.. I would give you anything you ever wanted just to show you that i love you with everything i have. I just really wish that we could make it, if this is the space and the time that we both need to realize that the only reason why we are holding on so long is to see that the love is true, then im willing to take this step and to say GOODBYE, goodbye to the one man that i trusted and love with more then just my heart but my entire life. The memoires will always stay and the pictures will be in the frame. I just hope that whatever choice you do make is the one that you want to be happy with. MY main idea was to make you happy but i guess if i cant do that then i will let someone else try to. I only want you happy, if it makes me sad, or depressed in the mean time then i guess i will hold back and let it happen. I just want you to know that the tears i cry are the ones of me missing you and the last kiss we had will never fade from my mind. The memoires will never leave either.'
For being with you for almost 2 years and haveing our one issue with me being p.g. thats another reason why its to hard to let go. But as far as at this moment, i may wanna hold my hand for you to come back but i know deep deep down the feelings of you loving me will remain. Its just at the moment theres something holding you back. Something i wish i would have never let you do. I blame myself for a lot of the shit that you have gotten into, and i regreat the break ups and fights we have had.
But with everything i would still have to say you are the best boyfriend/feionce i have ever had in my life at the moment, because i knew you wouldnt hurt me and i never ment to hurt you.
If this has to be the last words i ever say to you then please just remember that I LOVE YOU STEVE!, and i mean that i truly truly do. I just wish that we could be more then friends if we are even that, but maybe the time and the space will help us through, because you have to remember that promise that we promised to each other a while ago and to this day its still true... But most of all at the moment, i will NEVER stop loving you no matter how hard i try.
My final GOODBYE, is the last I LOVE YOU that i have in my mouth to you. You are the only one that i wish i could be with at the moment and you know it. But i guess theres nothing i can do but wait and see what happens..
GoodBye my dearest....Steven D. Rehberg. 2001-2006 (dating and loving period)
Love always and Forever,
Stacy
To anyone who reads this, this is the truth and it always will be but there is nothing more that i can do but to just try and move on instead of sitting here thinking it was my falut. But the love is always true...
IF you set it free,
and it comes back,
its true,
if they dont come back,
then it was NEVER ment to be........
so let time take its course and play it by ear..
So everyone.. this is for that special someone in my life that i will never forget because i wont let myself.. I will end up getting a tattoo, to remember one happy time that i had for 4 months and it will be in memorie of steve and the unborn... I love you steve weather you wanna think i do or not. But this will just prove that i am NEVER gonna get over you.
My final GOODBYE::::
Dearest Steven,
With all the years that i have knowen you i just wanted to say thank you, and to say that i will NEVER STOP loving you or thinking of you. With everything we have been through i wish you the best of luck. I just hope that maybe someday down the road you will look back and realize that maybe i did love you like i said i do.. I would give you anything you ever wanted just to show you that i love you with everything i have. I just really wish that we could make it, if this is the space and the time that we both need to realize that the only reason why we are holding on so long is to see that the love is true, then im willing to take this step and to say GOODBYE, goodbye to the one man that i trusted and love with more then just my heart but my entire life. The memoires will always stay and the pictures will be in the frame. I just hope that whatever choice you do make is the one that you want to be happy with. MY main idea was to make you happy but i guess if i cant do that then i will let someone else try to. I only want you happy, if it makes me sad, or depressed in the mean time then i guess i will hold back and let it happen. I just want you to know that the tears i cry are the ones of me missing you and the last kiss we had will never fade from my mind. The memoires will never leave either.'
For being with you for almost 2 years and haveing our one issue with me being p.g. thats another reason why its to hard to let go. But as far as at this moment, i may wanna hold my hand for you to come back but i know deep deep down the feelings of you loving me will remain. Its just at the moment theres something holding you back. Something i wish i would have never let you do. I blame myself for a lot of the shit that you have gotten into, and i regreat the break ups and fights we have had.
But with everything i would still have to say you are the best boyfriend/feionce i have ever had in my life at the moment, because i knew you wouldnt hurt me and i never ment to hurt you.
If this has to be the last words i ever say to you then please just remember that I LOVE YOU STEVE!, and i mean that i truly truly do. I just wish that we could be more then friends if we are even that, but maybe the time and the space will help us through, because you have to remember that promise that we promised to each other a while ago and to this day its still true... But most of all at the moment, i will NEVER stop loving you no matter how hard i try.
My final GOODBYE, is the last I LOVE YOU that i have in my mouth to you. You are the only one that i wish i could be with at the moment and you know it. But i guess theres nothing i can do but wait and see what happens..
GoodBye my dearest....Steven D. Rehberg. 2001-2006 (dating and loving period)
Love always and Forever,
Stacy
To anyone who reads this, this is the truth and it always will be but there is nothing more that i can do but to just try and move on instead of sitting here thinking it was my falut. But the love is always true...
IF you set it free,
and it comes back,
its true,
if they dont come back,
then it was NEVER ment to be........
so let time take its course and play it by ear..
So everyone.. this is for that special someone in my life that i will never forget because i wont let myself.. I will end up getting a tattoo, to remember one happy time that i had for 4 months and it will be in memorie of steve and the unborn... I love you steve weather you wanna think i do or not. But this will just prove that i am NEVER gonna get over you.