24 hours of HAPPINESS to being SHOT IN THE HEART!!
Thinking you Love someone so much that you hook back up with them, But for 24 hours you are together and then you get shot in your heart twice as hard ad what you have ever felt before...
You thought you had the love of you life back in your arms, it want from Dinner to comming home and acting like there was nothing wrong to a night of hun and holding each other like nothing was ever gonna happen to us...
To Today.........
at 10:18pm............. The last words outta his mouth i have been thinking and this cant be right now i have to get my life together before i can start new again.....
***shaking with anger and sadness as the pain just gets harder to hear***
I re-read what was being wrote to me and what was being told, as my heart just sinks to the bottom of the ground.. Wondering why this all came about. Was it me or something i did,said? Or was it just the thought of him and i being together again?
For 24 hours i was happy with the one person who i have cried my heart out to, and would do anything for...... and now what do i have to show for it .........................
Nothing but the tears i am crying the blood that is dripping because i just feel like i have been stabed and am dying.... Dying from losing yet again some i love so dearly......
24 hours of happiness turned into a lifetime worth of pain...
You thought you had the love of you life back in your arms, it want from Dinner to comming home and acting like there was nothing wrong to a night of hun and holding each other like nothing was ever gonna happen to us...
To Today.........
at 10:18pm............. The last words outta his mouth i have been thinking and this cant be right now i have to get my life together before i can start new again.....
***shaking with anger and sadness as the pain just gets harder to hear***
I re-read what was being wrote to me and what was being told, as my heart just sinks to the bottom of the ground.. Wondering why this all came about. Was it me or something i did,said? Or was it just the thought of him and i being together again?
For 24 hours i was happy with the one person who i have cried my heart out to, and would do anything for...... and now what do i have to show for it .........................
Nothing but the tears i am crying the blood that is dripping because i just feel like i have been stabed and am dying.... Dying from losing yet again some i love so dearly......
24 hours of happiness turned into a lifetime worth of pain...