Chapter closed
Yeah so people have seen how i have been around school and outta school, or if im even there people see how i am i just thought i would tell you that i am closing a chapter in the book so heres what i have to say::::
moving on from a high school sweet heart is harder then moving on from someone else though. As the time passes i shall move on andi know it, its just yes him and i did fight but we always made up and i guess this fight we arent.. Well whatever, But right now i think it was wrong what he said " he said that faye was the best thing that has ever happened to him and that I never paid enough attion to him, saw him enough or loved him enough." Well thats bullshit right there. So yeah whatever he wants to say that i am shit and all this stuff, well whatever because i dont care anymore, one day he will see that what we had was good, even through the fights but whatever. I dont care, im gonna love him either way but my hate is starting to grow as well, and thats because of the fact that hes making me hate him for what he says. As for anything else with steve it pains me to be away from him but i think i am glad i am. There are times that i want to be with him but with the stupedity that he is using this one that i am happy i am not with him. Thank god. on that part. He doesnt want to be friends with me either so therefore im putting this chapter of me and steve to an end, im closing the book and burning the pictures and everything he has giving me maybe then his words of "me blocking the feelings will only make it worse" wont work, because to be honest blocking him outta my mind is the best thing i can do and the only thing that will keep me alieve and caring.
Thats above is how i feel at this moment. But i am glad i am closing this chapter of this long book and now i shall burn the book... **throws everything into a fire**
moving on from a high school sweet heart is harder then moving on from someone else though. As the time passes i shall move on andi know it, its just yes him and i did fight but we always made up and i guess this fight we arent.. Well whatever, But right now i think it was wrong what he said " he said that faye was the best thing that has ever happened to him and that I never paid enough attion to him, saw him enough or loved him enough." Well thats bullshit right there. So yeah whatever he wants to say that i am shit and all this stuff, well whatever because i dont care anymore, one day he will see that what we had was good, even through the fights but whatever. I dont care, im gonna love him either way but my hate is starting to grow as well, and thats because of the fact that hes making me hate him for what he says. As for anything else with steve it pains me to be away from him but i think i am glad i am. There are times that i want to be with him but with the stupedity that he is using this one that i am happy i am not with him. Thank god. on that part. He doesnt want to be friends with me either so therefore im putting this chapter of me and steve to an end, im closing the book and burning the pictures and everything he has giving me maybe then his words of "me blocking the feelings will only make it worse" wont work, because to be honest blocking him outta my mind is the best thing i can do and the only thing that will keep me alieve and caring.
Thats above is how i feel at this moment. But i am glad i am closing this chapter of this long book and now i shall burn the book... **throws everything into a fire**