Yups.. great one dream gone another one ruined
So yeah this week is just a bunch of bullshit.. But what else is new i guess. People seem to be people and nothing will ever change with some.. Right now im just not having a good night at all.
I thought maybe by going out to apple valley would change things a lil with my thoughts and everything else, but again i guess i was wrong. I walked inot mickey d's to piss and i walk out and theres brad... just outta the blue.. its was kinda werid. he has a spiked ring in his lip... Its like hes changeing to. But then again what else is new? I guess it was kinda weird to see him there again after not talking to him or seeing him in a while. But then again it doesnt matter, a years worth of work is gone.. I guess things are going for a better change.
Then on the way home i was driving and someone decied to play dumb and i ended up snaping the 4 wheel thing on the truck.. Which will be worth at least 1000$ to get a new one. But ill be blamed for that anyhow. It doesnt matter. Im jsut a fuck up with cars too.
Right now i think i might just end up giving up my dream and saying hey look ur not any good at it, u never will be and then on top of it u have lost a lot of things u loved. but no one knows why.
I dunno i have a lot of thoughts but theres not enough time. Since nick leaves at 5 am.
I thought maybe by going out to apple valley would change things a lil with my thoughts and everything else, but again i guess i was wrong. I walked inot mickey d's to piss and i walk out and theres brad... just outta the blue.. its was kinda werid. he has a spiked ring in his lip... Its like hes changeing to. But then again what else is new? I guess it was kinda weird to see him there again after not talking to him or seeing him in a while. But then again it doesnt matter, a years worth of work is gone.. I guess things are going for a better change.
Then on the way home i was driving and someone decied to play dumb and i ended up snaping the 4 wheel thing on the truck.. Which will be worth at least 1000$ to get a new one. But ill be blamed for that anyhow. It doesnt matter. Im jsut a fuck up with cars too.
Right now i think i might just end up giving up my dream and saying hey look ur not any good at it, u never will be and then on top of it u have lost a lot of things u loved. but no one knows why.
I dunno i have a lot of thoughts but theres not enough time. Since nick leaves at 5 am.