Utmost Importance
As we are smack dab in the middle of depression season, I thought everyone should be reminded that every day holds a story that sets it apart from the others.
I look out the window and realize that everhting is painted in shades of gray. I realize that the weather is unforgiving and relentless, but don't let it freeze your heart. I read all these entries from the people on my friends list and I wonder how their sky is so gray. There is so much colour for everyone to embrace. I know that my entries have kind of sounded like bitching, but never in my life have I felt so alive than when everything is happening. These things are happening to me, but I get through them and then add them to my journal mostly because they are funny and border on the ridiculous. They are the red, green, and blue on the black and white landscape. Things aren't even even that interesting, but I know not to be buried in the winter's tale.
I have no job. Mike works 50 hour weeks and is busy on the weekends. It snows so bad that I am afraid to drive. But that doesn't mean that I am depressed. Two days ago, I told Mike to pick up some tampons on the way home...he brought home an economy size box when I was expecting a ten pack. It was one small thing that gave my day life...but I didn't even tell him it was funny until last night, mostly because I didn't want him to feel akward. Really didn't help him out here! That's ok, he's secure with buying feminine products...maybe. Anyway, to all you Heathcliffs out there, Cathy is right there where she has always been, so go out on the moor and get her.
Wow, we got like a foot of snow last night and it hasn't stopped snowing all day!