Jun 29, 2011 09:25
Something I love about myself:
Hmm, just like with hate - there are lots of things I like about myself but not sure about what I love.
Even though this tends to cause more pain than anything, I love my capacity for loving people. I just can not help it. Even those who have hurt me. Even those who have betrayed me, or ignore me...or just dont even care. I do. I can't help it. I love them.
I mean, that is what the biggest draw of poly is for me. I get the opportunity to share what I know I have plenty to give.
People do not understand, or just think maybe I am desperate or clingy. That isn't really it. It's just that I can see what the good is in people and fall in love with it. Even if it is not romantic.
Even my mom, who thinks that I have the capability of being such a horrible individual that it still makes me sick to think about it. Even my dad who is just a dick in general. Even those who have left me behind. Even those who hurt me.
That just comes back to that not being able to hate thing. I just can't.
I love you...and you....and everyone I care about in my life.