Weird
I can definitely say upfront that this post will be jumbled. It's been too long since I have posted. And every time I have clicked on post, I start to write and nothing happens.
So Maggi has been doing Tarot readings since Christmas when me and Papa bought them for her. No matter my doubts about pagan religions, I have always taken stock in what they have said, but I think Papa has started to, and not just a little.
To be honest I have always felt drawn to the Wicca/pagan in general practices. I struggled, due to my raising, I did a lot of soul searching on this, and I believe I have broken some part of that wall down inside of me. Tonight, at a party, Maggi played with me. While it was a really hot scene, it was the first time that I merely focused on the energy surrounding us. It was totally electric. I thought my skin was going to permanently be in goose bumps from it. I was completely unaware of anything else in the room, other than when it was specifically pointed out.
But I felt it, even with my eyes closed I did. I told Maggi about it afterward, and she said it had only been a matter of time before I would have felt it.
I had already been feeling projections of his feelings in the room all night. And again, totally new few me and I did not know how to cope yet.
I cant really do a event based post, too much has happened.
So Maggi has been doing Tarot readings since Christmas when me and Papa bought them for her. No matter my doubts about pagan religions, I have always taken stock in what they have said, but I think Papa has started to, and not just a little.
To be honest I have always felt drawn to the Wicca/pagan in general practices. I struggled, due to my raising, I did a lot of soul searching on this, and I believe I have broken some part of that wall down inside of me. Tonight, at a party, Maggi played with me. While it was a really hot scene, it was the first time that I merely focused on the energy surrounding us. It was totally electric. I thought my skin was going to permanently be in goose bumps from it. I was completely unaware of anything else in the room, other than when it was specifically pointed out.
But I felt it, even with my eyes closed I did. I told Maggi about it afterward, and she said it had only been a matter of time before I would have felt it.
I had already been feeling projections of his feelings in the room all night. And again, totally new few me and I did not know how to cope yet.
I cant really do a event based post, too much has happened.