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I miss Oz. oh so terribly.
I probably had the best and happiest night last thursday since I came back to the States. And what made me so happy simultaneosly makes me a very very horrible person at the same time. sigh.
I haven't had motivation to do anything school wise in over a month. I am so greatly behind. and for the first time ever...I just don't care. I don't mind if my GPA drops. I don't care. I'm not in any classes that have any relevance to what I want in life. I won't be taking any next semester either. double sigh.
and what a coincidence it is that I got a package today from my mother. Full of nothing but junk food. time to indulge myself in calories while watching CSI. yay.
I probably had the best and happiest night last thursday since I came back to the States. And what made me so happy simultaneosly makes me a very very horrible person at the same time. sigh.
I haven't had motivation to do anything school wise in over a month. I am so greatly behind. and for the first time ever...I just don't care. I don't mind if my GPA drops. I don't care. I'm not in any classes that have any relevance to what I want in life. I won't be taking any next semester either. double sigh.
and what a coincidence it is that I got a package today from my mother. Full of nothing but junk food. time to indulge myself in calories while watching CSI. yay.