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my brother found out about this site, he snuck up on me when i was updating and now he's trying to keep tabs on me rrrr. he worries about me alot, i love him, but he doesn't understand. nobody who isn't the situation does, like when people try to 'intervene', they say you're beautiful and at a good weight. you can't get inside people's heads like that, if you could, people would get along better and there would be no ignorance or biast toward other people. when you have anorexia inside your head nobody can convince you you're fine the way you are, it's not their opinion that counts really, you have this image of yourself, and even if it's altered from what other people see, you still see it. people tell you how nice your body is, you look in the mirror and see fat, and all these flaws people say they don't see. sometimes constructive criticism is good, i wish people would stop lying and telling me i look good, i don't see it.