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i'm exhausted. of course, that could be b/c i've had two "workouts" today, but i'm not sure. i'm just tired.
i've had a good bit to think about recently...mostly good, some bad. i'm going to be in istanbul for spring break, which will be awesome, but from the sound of it will also be a ton of work (reading, writing, and researching). i'm potentially going on a cruise for fall break...still trying to talk certain ppl (potential roommates) into it. ;) i chopped off all my hair and the ladies at my gym say i look like tinkerbell. layla got my hair a little blonder than i wanted with the highlights, so i kind of agree at the moment. i had my first belly dancing class tonight! (hence, the other "workout" and the reason i put it in quotation marks...it's way too fun for me to consider exercise, despite the fact that my lower back is killing me...not my abs, actually...) my upper back/shoulders are killing me, too, but not from dancing...i'm apparently retarded and when we were stretching i pushed too hard and got three different knots in three different areas of my back/shoulders...it was all i could do not to twist my face up in agony (they were charley-horse quality). they went away, but i'm still sore. the coolest part about the belly dancing, though, is that when she called me to confirm my registration for the beginners class, she said that with my previous dance experience (ballet and jazz) i could probably move up to her intermediate/advanced class and she wants me to consider joining her dance troupe...which would mean traveling around and performing with her best belly dancers! she hasn't met me yet (she's not the one teaching the beginner class) so i don't know if she would change her mind after seeing me (lol) but it made me feel special! :)
the bad part about the class tonight was that when i was on my way out of the building i saw my stalker. and he saw me. i froze and then ran away...i mumbled a hi over my shoulder when he said hi, but i was already heading towards the door as fast as i could without running, and then once i got in the parking lot i did run. god, i hope he's not there for the next two classes i'm already signed up for. that's a definite incentive for doing the intermediate/advanced class, even if it turns out to be crazy-hard: it's at a different location. i feel like such an idiot for running, but at the same time, i didn't want to talk to him, and i felt like i was going to be sick when i saw him. i hope he didn't talk about me to the guys he was talking to...i don't want him thinking about me at all...i hope he forgot about seeing me as soon as i was out of sight. but i know that's probably unlikely. i'm totally gonna have nightmares tonight. i feel like i could cry. ugh, i'm just freaking out. i should try and forget about it. nothing actually happened outside of my frantic brain, so i don't have anything to think about really.
ack. deep breath. ok, i'm gonna go take some advil and see if i can make my knots relax the rest of the way. i get to see robby and onyx tomorrow! yay!!! happy thoughts!
i've had a good bit to think about recently...mostly good, some bad. i'm going to be in istanbul for spring break, which will be awesome, but from the sound of it will also be a ton of work (reading, writing, and researching). i'm potentially going on a cruise for fall break...still trying to talk certain ppl (potential roommates) into it. ;) i chopped off all my hair and the ladies at my gym say i look like tinkerbell. layla got my hair a little blonder than i wanted with the highlights, so i kind of agree at the moment. i had my first belly dancing class tonight! (hence, the other "workout" and the reason i put it in quotation marks...it's way too fun for me to consider exercise, despite the fact that my lower back is killing me...not my abs, actually...) my upper back/shoulders are killing me, too, but not from dancing...i'm apparently retarded and when we were stretching i pushed too hard and got three different knots in three different areas of my back/shoulders...it was all i could do not to twist my face up in agony (they were charley-horse quality). they went away, but i'm still sore. the coolest part about the belly dancing, though, is that when she called me to confirm my registration for the beginners class, she said that with my previous dance experience (ballet and jazz) i could probably move up to her intermediate/advanced class and she wants me to consider joining her dance troupe...which would mean traveling around and performing with her best belly dancers! she hasn't met me yet (she's not the one teaching the beginner class) so i don't know if she would change her mind after seeing me (lol) but it made me feel special! :)
the bad part about the class tonight was that when i was on my way out of the building i saw my stalker. and he saw me. i froze and then ran away...i mumbled a hi over my shoulder when he said hi, but i was already heading towards the door as fast as i could without running, and then once i got in the parking lot i did run. god, i hope he's not there for the next two classes i'm already signed up for. that's a definite incentive for doing the intermediate/advanced class, even if it turns out to be crazy-hard: it's at a different location. i feel like such an idiot for running, but at the same time, i didn't want to talk to him, and i felt like i was going to be sick when i saw him. i hope he didn't talk about me to the guys he was talking to...i don't want him thinking about me at all...i hope he forgot about seeing me as soon as i was out of sight. but i know that's probably unlikely. i'm totally gonna have nightmares tonight. i feel like i could cry. ugh, i'm just freaking out. i should try and forget about it. nothing actually happened outside of my frantic brain, so i don't have anything to think about really.
ack. deep breath. ok, i'm gonna go take some advil and see if i can make my knots relax the rest of the way. i get to see robby and onyx tomorrow! yay!!! happy thoughts!