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so i'm kinda stressin out a bit. we have less than a month left of class...like 3 or 4 weeks til exams, i can't remember. i have a presentation for theatre due tuesday...although i'm honestly not too worried...once i stopped to think about the amount of effort other groups have been putting into their presentations, i stopped freaking out. i have 2 papers due the following tuesday (or around there), one of which is a research paper which i have no idea how to research (any ideas on how to research for the topic of hereditary magic, anyone? PLEASE????--yes, it's for my fantasy literature class) i completely forgot about the online part of my grammar test this past week, so i have to make that up...i think that prof. hates me now...last year in his arthurian class i missed a presentation and had to make it up...he's gotta think i'm the most irresponsible person... oh well.
but anyway, you'd think my being stressed out would motivate me to get working. it usually does. but instead, for some reason, it's just making me drag my feet even more. i can't concentrate on anything...i keep finding myself wanting to do things that i haven't done in a long time...like read/write for pleasure...yes, i know those are both a little on the dorky side, and some may consider them too similar to the reading and writing i have to do for classes, but it's so different. and i get distracted thinking about how much i want to do that that i forget to do what i need to do. i'm getting by right now, like with all the reading assigments and all, but when the due dates for my papers come, i'm prolly gonna be screwed. oh and i have a 3rd paper that i haven't got a clue when it's due...*sigh* and then of course there's always the money issues....
but anyway, you'd think my being stressed out would motivate me to get working. it usually does. but instead, for some reason, it's just making me drag my feet even more. i can't concentrate on anything...i keep finding myself wanting to do things that i haven't done in a long time...like read/write for pleasure...yes, i know those are both a little on the dorky side, and some may consider them too similar to the reading and writing i have to do for classes, but it's so different. and i get distracted thinking about how much i want to do that that i forget to do what i need to do. i'm getting by right now, like with all the reading assigments and all, but when the due dates for my papers come, i'm prolly gonna be screwed. oh and i have a 3rd paper that i haven't got a clue when it's due...*sigh* and then of course there's always the money issues....