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The showing was really beautiful yesterday. There are so many people who love Liz so much, and it was wonderful to see everyone there. The picture of her that was on the casket was GORGEOUS! It was so bizarre standing there looking at the casket; it was hard to believe that she was actually in there and it was not just part of some display. That sounds so stupid, but it all seemed surreal to me. It was almost like a goodbye party for someone moving away, and in the back of my mind I truly felt like she would be coming back... show up in the suite one day, come out of Howie's car with her stuff ready for class, show up at Krista's house for a party. It is so devastating to realize that she's not. I'm so thankful that we have each other to lean on through this.