Lettin' it go...
So I figured I'm lettin' go of this guy I like... I used 2 have class with him but everytime I talk to him it's like we have nothing to talk about... usually it'd be about music mostly hip hop, rap and r&b but now it's just like whatever u know. I feel like i'm just fadin' away from him slowly so I figure I'd just let it go. Like i feel weird I say in the hall ways and I feel like i'm juse annoyin' him but I don't know b/c when we had that class 2gether it was like all we knew about each other was what we thought about music and stuff like that... some personal stuff but i really didn't get 2 know him.... but see with me I'm a very open person... I love meeting new people, I know just about everyone in the damn school b/c of it and I like sayin' hello... and givin' hugs haha... I don't know... I've just been tierd of bein' depressed for the last couple of years so I figure the only way 2 get love is to love myself and the people around me and it's been a secuss. But whatever. Is this even right??
I'm goin' 2 the prom... yeah... but I really don't know with who. Like there's a couple of people who said there they wouldn't mind goin' with me and like as of right now I really don't know whats up with it. One of the guys is one of my bestfriend who graduated last year but I don't know whats really good with him and then there's this other guy from my moms job who's like 21 or something and he said he wouldn't mind goin' with me but prom is like in 3 weeks and i really don't know whats goin' down. I really don't care as much as I thought I did... I mean I'm a junior and I don't really need a date it really doesn't matter 2 me, I'm goin' with a big group of girls so it shouldn't really matter... should it?
anyways, yeah thats whats goin' down.
~ Lucinda
I'm goin' 2 the prom... yeah... but I really don't know with who. Like there's a couple of people who said there they wouldn't mind goin' with me and like as of right now I really don't know whats up with it. One of the guys is one of my bestfriend who graduated last year but I don't know whats really good with him and then there's this other guy from my moms job who's like 21 or something and he said he wouldn't mind goin' with me but prom is like in 3 weeks and i really don't know whats goin' down. I really don't care as much as I thought I did... I mean I'm a junior and I don't really need a date it really doesn't matter 2 me, I'm goin' with a big group of girls so it shouldn't really matter... should it?
anyways, yeah thats whats goin' down.
~ Lucinda