Jul 23, 2007 15:32
So, he wants to concentrate on his career and be single.
He still loves me.
He doesn't hate our relationship, he just wants some space and some freedom.
I'm going to Maryland for two weeks starting this Wednesday.
If he burns out at work over the next couple weeks (and the way he's going, he might) or over some time, he'll miss me, right? Three years of our relationship can't end that quickly, right?
If he still loves me, and I truly believe he does, he just wants some space, he'll want me back? He says he needs this to be final for now, that maybe later on, he'll want to try again, but he just needs space now.
It's like some horrible nightmare that isn't ending. Everything is so bittersweet when he's around, because at least he's around, but it's so depressing. I don't really want to go home... I want this to work out.
Every other time we've been separated for a period of time, even if he wanted the break or whatever, he's always wanted me back, he's always been really happy to be back with me. Will that happen again?
I'm so scared...