Just because.

Oct 30, 2005 03:51

I too wish to update otherwise i will get out of the habit and wipe this baby.

So let's see. Its good to know that when it comes to being serious I can be. Its good to know that when I set myself serious goals i can attain them. So far controlling my budget, working overtime and not going out of my mind has worked brilliantly. Mind you its not that hard to do most of these things anyway due to a variety of reasons. The point being that by the time this job finnishes i will most certainly have reached my target and will start going through the motions of hiring a broker to do the legwork for me in getting living accomodations sorted out.

I can deffinitely smell christmas in the air or rather that time of the year when all work ceases and I am usually left alone at home to my own devices. The sort of feeling when you know there is no tasks to complete and no schedule to keep for at least a good 2 weeks. Once again this year my parents will go on holliday and i will get the appartment to myself. Time to stock up on chocolatey goodies/hot chocolate/romantic comedies/ classical music turn the lights low kick up the ole feet and relax.. hope its not as much hard work as typing this 'sentance' is.

I guess the most significant part about this year has been the slow distancing from my friends which I believe will reach full fruition by the end of the year clearing the way for, well aboslutely nothing at all. Its not amazing to see the paths we have taken and most certainly not suprising. What it is however is extremely disapointing. I believe them to have inteligence and ability which unfortunately they have not managed to make the most of for whatever reasons.

Work is fantastic. There is now 10 people I get to order about and manage other things. It exhausts me and runs me dry but I love it. Im 22 years old and this experience will be invaluable. Though it has never been truly challenging, a fact that speaks volumes about what sort of person I was before this to be able to take up the task of running a large scale operation, firing people, arguing and fighting. Some of which as i have mentioned before twice my age. Maybe its a job im overqualified for maybe i could have done better things. I want to say perhaps I still could but that is unlikely. There is still time for certain things though the end does draw near.

'Just because' is not a valid reason.

But it works fine..
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