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MY DAD'S COMING TOMORROW! I'm really excited. He called today, and I told him about my job, and he sounded really proud. Then he asked me what we're going to make him for dinner tomorrow, and I got excited. I haven't seen him in a while. Lately, I've been feeling closer to him when he calls every so often. I just feel like he's not a biological figure, but my dad. We have a kind of chemistry, and I can see myself in him. It's comforting. I really feel like he's proud of me... which makes me feel really really good about myself. Sometimes it's good to get praise from people you don't hear it from very often (or hear from very often, for that matter).
I feel like I've kind of reached a form of acception about my father. I'm not hurt by him anymore... I understand. Actually, the only time I've ever said I was hurt by him was when I was drunk.. and we all know that what I say can't be trusted when I'm drunk.
Oh! and he's bringing me free sunglasses! I think he mentioned designer sunglasses too. As long as they're free.... I'm excited. lol
Yeah, this was kind of a weird post. I'm in a really strange mood right now. Sort of sad, yet reflective.. but also happy. I don't know... I'm just crazy, I think.
I feel like I've kind of reached a form of acception about my father. I'm not hurt by him anymore... I understand. Actually, the only time I've ever said I was hurt by him was when I was drunk.. and we all know that what I say can't be trusted when I'm drunk.
Oh! and he's bringing me free sunglasses! I think he mentioned designer sunglasses too. As long as they're free.... I'm excited. lol
Yeah, this was kind of a weird post. I'm in a really strange mood right now. Sort of sad, yet reflective.. but also happy. I don't know... I'm just crazy, I think.