Sep 23, 2009 16:15
i got a new home
down among the fish and grass and stones
i was taken down because of stole money that was owed
you can have fun with a little fire
but if you paint me as a liar
you can count your days and watch the steps you take
so ya, as always been awhile since a post. ive been in the detroit house for a bit now and lovin it. i live in a carpeted basement with a bar and a weight bench and upstairs we got the living room which no matter how loud people are i cant hear shit. pretty sweet. doc got the nfl sunday ticket thing so i have been watching football again. pretty neat stuff. we built a wall also in the basement to section off part of the utility space as a room which john lives in and his girl is moving in as well at the end of the month. sailor dan moved into d's old room as she is now in her new house which i believe is very healthy for our relationship due to no stress of actually living together which we both found out was very frustrating at points.
money sucks like always but im getting by being broke as usual. going to pcc this winter term hopefully, it'll get me thinkin again. gotta exercise the brain more even though its been getting a work out coming up with music all the time. at this point i am playing music a good 3-5 nights out of the week with drew who is a pretty sweet friend not to mention mandolin player. we have been constantly coming up with new bluegrass songs and little fast country/old timey stuff. lot different then the punk/metal/classic rock i have been listening for a long time but its really fun to play on the violin and very intricate with specifically designed lead sections where i just improv my ass off very fast and also chorus and bridges where if ive played the song enough i can play similar riffs. very fun stuff and i am glad to be doing it.
purpose in life with something you were born to do is a fantastic feeling. ive also re connected with nikkeh whom i love more than life and damn im blessed with the women in my life. they're all amazing and hard to find and few and far between but eventually those amazing people just appear. cant wait to go down there and spend time with the nikkeh, been a long time coming but i have some work coming to me that will hopefully get me down there eventually.
im thinkin about how awesome it is to be in oregon. for example i just went to hornings hideout to camp, came back, and went out the very same night and stayed even though i got sick but played a LOT of disc golf and drank a LOT of beer. keg + many 30 bricks, food stuffs. first night was fun, second night we were just going to golf and play music but ended up getting too drunk to drive home and i slept on the ground with no gear and a borrowed beer soaked cold towel for a warming 2 hours of sleep...then hiked up and down a mountain repeatedly the next morning after downing 8 beers for some calories to get me through it.
exhausting end of summer parties ftw.
the house is clean cause i live with two responsible people who are there now, and soon to be 4, and another one who is a slob (doc) but isnt here...hmmm
how can you be 25 and not know how to pick up after yourself especially in common space or if you trash the kitchen... there is nothing worse then fucking doing ALL of the dishes someone else managed to dirty before you clean, clean up after yourself, and come back the next day and have it trashed again. hopefully with both dan's and john's girl moving in it will get better cause we'll all yell at him. shit im 22 and ive been doing my dishes since i was tall enough to reach the sink. that was the deal, i clean the dishes every night, i clean the entire house bi-weekly, and not get allowance. some people are just raised differently i guess but i appreciate more in life because of it.
dancin with my demons forgettin my former life, just divin in.