Oct 13, 2008 23:46
getting out of the present for the next couple months will be hard. let downs and a couple new hopes i guess.
furious knowing the fact someone just stole essentially 5k dollars from me who probably knows me.
hard not to be suicidal, good thing i think that shit is stupid now days. god imagine if i was 17 again...fuck.
drinking way too much, smoking way to many cigarrettes, fall upon me. bike rides and skateboard journeys till the bitter end, back on bills, rent, people owing, people stealing. hating life sometimes but theres a couple key good people here that make things pretty alright. trying not to focus on the bad things right now is getting increasingly more and more difficult. such is life though.
d rules.