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well the day started off ok, didnt quite finish that way, im just sick and tired of being blammed for everything ya know, people are really starting to get on my nerves, especially my dad... ugh... people seem to think that im easilly pushed around and than when i stick up for my self i get considered a jerk... makes no sense, i cant wait for sam to call she always manages to cheer me up, im in a seriouse need for one right now. im stuck in a life with inconciderate friends, and very few good ones... man.... well whatever, i guess i was just getting to happyu that something had to drag me down, it was inevitable.damnit...im just sick and tired of lies and half truths, im sick of being peoples welcome mat, but when im not its as if im the worst person in the world... damnit!!!! man... ben exspecially has really screwed me over, again theres nothing i can do except try to find the bright side of things, like sam, shes definatley a bright side, i really hope i can go over there on friday. ugh... think its time i made new friends, lata, godbless