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May 18, 2006 20:24

what have i been up to?

honestly, its really sad. the guy roomie and his gf treat me like shit. im being emotional again, but it just makes me feel like crying.... sad, i know. but i dont understand why they expect me to pay for their rent and electricity and then they bitch at me and ... i just hate living here. i have been so nice to them... for no reason. after all the shit... and this is how they repay me. or rather, not repay me.

and it might not sound that bad when i type it... but you dont live here. its a fucking hellhole. its the reason i dread coming back to davis. its why i drive to stockton as much as possible. just like last quarter.

the somewhat good thing? ive been too upset to eat these past two days. its weird considering how much i normally eat.

people are so shitty.... i didnt think they would treat me like this and ... ugh. iono anymore. shes even giving threats now.... i dont want them to be here... but at the same time i didnt want to give them the eviction notice for not complying with the lease (shes not on the lease, and shouldnt be here; the damn cat definitely shouldnt be here...), but i guess im not getting the money anyway, so thats what it will come to if they cant pay.

im tired of people taking advantage of me all the time. and i know theyre just gonna give me more and more shit cuz they dont see how unreasonable they are....[especially considering the drama they caused earlier this year....]
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