Feb 26, 2008 03:34
As it stays so far everything is good. Mendonca And I have talked and its going to be all gravy the day of Shenangans day. We have one of the best teams and He promised me I wouldn't have to deal with DRAMA not even for a single second, Which was the only condition in which I would do this Crazy day which sparked the whole email mini fight mendonca and I had which turned into He wants me there more then anything(Ugh Brotherhood Relationships) We have enough people to do the last Big Shenangan by ourselves and At no time will we even see each other. Very Good news.
I always noticed how people can change but what still amazes me is how fast this process can occur and more over who a person sometimes changes into. I have Matured. Being older is nice, You kind of just realize what you like and whats really worth something.
I notice My friends changing along with the relationships of people around me. some are growing closer while others are growing apart or just nonexistant. Whats sad is some people don't even realize it, but that begs the question. If they don't notice, does it really have meaning to them or is it just another thing they don't want to loose out of mere selfishness.
In the least few weeks I have choosen My relationships wisely. Befriending Dr. Skull and giving us both someone to lean on in times of loneliness. And a younger brother in many ways to torment and love.
Varietease cast, Mainly Blue and Willie. Willie is an amazing being who never seems to stop amazing me. and Blue is someone I hold very dear, as does she. She talks about how she wishs I was her son but then we couldn't makeout. she leaves me lil messages all the time and always knows what to say to take care of me. She wants to have a lil person baby because of me.. she told me I am the reason. Lesbians...ugh, otherwise we be making a baby.
And then theres Mendonca and Kelly Caitlin. Especially Mendonca. I could call him at almost any time and tell him I want to hang out and he would. As do I when he calls. He really likes me and sometimes I wonder why... why for all these people. Mendonca and I have brotherhood together that could never be broken as do I with Jordan. and with mendonca it seems sometimes all that matters to him is that I am there. Its nice..
brothers,
love,
friends