And i'm convinced, wondering what if, is the worst thing there is.

[bent_squares]

Wowzers i'm excited. No i'm really not i'm sad actually i lost my converse. huge sad face. But i am really excited that i'm leaving for florida tomorrow!! yay!! but i'm going to miss anthony like a fish misses the water. Fuck. Why is there always a downside to everything i do??? It's retarded. But i think i will still have fun in florida i'll be with nikki so we should find ways to amuse ourselves quite easily. AND!!!! i'm hoping to see a giraffe, note i don't know how to spell that word.if i see one of those it would make my trip and i'm not even joking. But yet again another downside i'm sick so that means sick in florida and i have this huge nasty growth like thing on my eye yea it's so hot. Tonight i'm hoping that casey will let anthony sleep at nikki's too so i'll spend the night with him before i don't see him for a week, but i don't know how that will go. hehe.. we can be trusted really.

I really don't know why i update at all no one ever comments or reads this. It's just like to say i have it or put a cool link in my profile. Oh well.One of my favorite things to do is to read the really weird kids journals in my school, see what they say about people ya know, see how they think. haha yea i'm a little crazy but that's ok. well i don't have anything to say really i guess i'll update again after florida.

♥until the day i die, i'll spill my heart for you..<33
anthony, you mean EVERYTHING to me. i can't imagine a life without you<3