singing songs that make you slit your wrists it isn't that much fun..
I was just reading past updates and almost every one has started with "wow i haven't updated in awhile" or something like that, yea i suck but since the last time i updated alot of fucking bullshit has gone on all the new years drama that i'm sure you have all heard about because belmont is the size of a micro-noodle. I'm sure there were many versions of what happend or what i did going around but whatever i guess the only thing i can do is let people talk because they are going to anyways, all i know is the truth so what everyone else says doesn't really matter.Anyways i've had some excellent talks with anthony lately i'm talking like 3 hour talks just getting all kinds of shit out in the open mostly about me because he doesn't do stupid shit that i do, but i'm really glad that he knows all the shit he does about me now because now i don't have anything to hide he knows the worst and the best things about me. It's somewhat weird though because he knows everything about me so it's like he always knows what i'm thinking and i can't hide shit from him he knows when i'm sad when everyone else thinks i'm fine it's weird because i've always been able to just pretend i'm happy and everyone believed me but now i actually have to open up about things and i never do that i keep everything to myself i always have but i think it's better to talk about thing because keeping things to yourself leads to bad things. meh.
Anywho, this lovely friday night i have to go babysit my cousin she's like 3 or something i don't even like kids but it's easy money she goes to bed at like eight then i go online meh pretty good deal and i get to go on barbie.com and i actually have an excuse because she likes it and she is allowed to because she's 3 so there.
Well i figured it was a good time to update because there are a few people who read this but if you do read this you should coment because then it makes me feel happy.
I always catch the clock it's 11:11
And now you want to talk
it's not hard to dream
You'll always be my Konstantine
My Konstantine
They'll never hurt you like I do
No, They'll never hurt you like I do..
I love you..<3
Anywho, this lovely friday night i have to go babysit my cousin she's like 3 or something i don't even like kids but it's easy money she goes to bed at like eight then i go online meh pretty good deal and i get to go on barbie.com and i actually have an excuse because she likes it and she is allowed to because she's 3 so there.
Well i figured it was a good time to update because there are a few people who read this but if you do read this you should coment because then it makes me feel happy.
I always catch the clock it's 11:11
And now you want to talk
it's not hard to dream
You'll always be my Konstantine
My Konstantine
They'll never hurt you like I do
No, They'll never hurt you like I do..
I love you..<3