So take take everything and leave me scrambling..
complaining will now take place..
Wow, haven't updated in a long time..
Lately i have had so much shit going through my head..its crazy i've been so depressed because i can't stop thinking about stuff...Mostly him..him going to college..it's not even half way through the year, it's a pretty long ways away but still..i can barely go a fucking day without seeing him..if i'm not with him i'm thinking about him..like when he'll be home or how much time i'll get to spend with him. It's insane..i hate it i shouldn't even be thinking about it yet but the other day i was sitting with him on the computer and he was filling shit out for college and it just made me start to think.. i don't know it's fucking stupid but i can't get it off my mind..ughhhh..
Anyways on a lighter note, it snowed today!!!!!!!!! I was so excited, then we got and early release it was cool... then i hung out with anthony for a little while then he had to go to work so i went to nikki's then i get a fucking phone call from my mom..hmm.. shes like ok well i'm comming to get you now because the roads are bad i'm like umm no i'll have casey bring me home later she like no blah blah blah! starts tweeking out so i'm like ok what the fuck ever come get me now so she does i don't say a word to her all the way home then for like 2 hours when we get here i was just silent then she walks in my room and starts tweeking out she like it's my fucking birthday blah blah blah i'm like ok ya know what i dont fucking care..and walk away and i havent talked to her since..she a fucking bitch ..
gah anyways comment if you want...: /
Wow, haven't updated in a long time..
Lately i have had so much shit going through my head..its crazy i've been so depressed because i can't stop thinking about stuff...Mostly him..him going to college..it's not even half way through the year, it's a pretty long ways away but still..i can barely go a fucking day without seeing him..if i'm not with him i'm thinking about him..like when he'll be home or how much time i'll get to spend with him. It's insane..i hate it i shouldn't even be thinking about it yet but the other day i was sitting with him on the computer and he was filling shit out for college and it just made me start to think.. i don't know it's fucking stupid but i can't get it off my mind..ughhhh..
Anyways on a lighter note, it snowed today!!!!!!!!! I was so excited, then we got and early release it was cool... then i hung out with anthony for a little while then he had to go to work so i went to nikki's then i get a fucking phone call from my mom..hmm.. shes like ok well i'm comming to get you now because the roads are bad i'm like umm no i'll have casey bring me home later she like no blah blah blah! starts tweeking out so i'm like ok what the fuck ever come get me now so she does i don't say a word to her all the way home then for like 2 hours when we get here i was just silent then she walks in my room and starts tweeking out she like it's my fucking birthday blah blah blah i'm like ok ya know what i dont fucking care..and walk away and i havent talked to her since..she a fucking bitch ..
gah anyways comment if you want...: /