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[bent_on_avlon]

I feel myself getting really depressed, but I'm not sure why. I just feel awful when I have every reason to feel absolutely elated. I wish I could cry. I really miss it. Prozac has made me an ice queen. But it also seems to create this safety net, so whenever I feel awful, it stops me right before it hurts. That depresses me. Ugh.

Somebody pull me out of this ditch.