lah lah lah lah LAH!!!!
shivers transpire throughout every inch of my hot cold being. as time draws away my heart beat quickens but its as if each palpitation is slowed and frozen in the moment hanging on a single thread in time.......hanging on a single ........A SINGLE THREAD.....in time......??? each breath ti take is rushed and almost forced for frea my next will be my last. my dark lush hair is sticking to my palms as i put my hands on my head in attempt to stop all the rushing thoughts and tactful last words. the normally soft and lulling sheets now make me feel held down and trapped. will my next be my last? gasps now escape my deep crimson lips. i cant stop it i cant do anything, helpless, cold, hot, shivering, rushing, small, insignificant, another line in my own book theres nothing absolutely NOTHING i can do to stop it or slow it. surrending shotts fear into my blood blue viens. i cant let it pass me by.....but i have no choice. i have not even an influence, and if i hold my breath it seems to stop but i know it has not. fleeing from thought and present awareness i'll close my eyes and follow my sweet nightmares.....
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