Random song qoutes of Sarah McLauclan (Sp)
I'm not depressed as such, just feeling a bit down. Tired, end of pms, jab, winter months and the whole sam situation cumulates in a sad dans. But sad is ok, better than depression and not half as impacting. I haven't given up. I am still of the belief that I will beat this, but I am taking a small short break, listening and feeling, some call it wallowing but hey if i could have a chocolate bar instead you know I would. In fact i got a craving for choccie before i came up, havent had that in years. So here are some sappy silly lyrics.
Let me be the calm the seek
And everytime I'm close to you
Theres too much I can't say
And you just walk away
I'm cold here without you
The life I left behind me is a cold room
You strip away the ugliness that surrounds
I only hope that I won't disappoint you
I miss the little things
I miss everything about you
I know I let you down
Don't you know I tried so hard to love you in my way
I thought that we could make it
I know I can't change the way you feel
It's easy we all falter
Does it matter?
And I have the strength to recognise
That I don't know how to let you go
Yearning to be near you
I do what I have to do
Deep within I'm shaken by the violence of existing for only you
I know I can't be with you
I do what I have to do
Will we burn in heaven
Like we do down here
Will a change come while we're waiting
I need some distraction
Oh beautiful release
as memories seep through my veins
Everybody loves you when youre easy
Everybody hates when youre a bore
I'm pulled down by the undertow
and oh darkness i feel like letting go
all of the strength and all of the courage
come and lift me from this place
i know i can love you much better than this