hi hi
should be in bed. am not. :) made a funnysexyboys post and figured i should holler on the mainframe too.
nic and i had a RIGHTEOUS day-away at whitewater memorial park in liberty the other day. paddle-boating for like 2 hours, which i haven't done since i was 10 and just general bright sunny good times. we cooked veggie dogs, which were the nastiest sawdusty little grossnesses i've had in a while. thank god for cheese and its masking properties.
i twitter some - boysandbombs - and need to hang out more with my new friends in town as i've gotten kind of hermity and internet-addicted, and just working and hanging and sleeping. nothing much to report really... but then, this is a blog and not a Christmas newsletter.
'little Marty is in grade 4 and Prudence is majoring in Architecture at Cal State! oh the places she'll go!"
whatever i'm rusty. things are good. i'm striving to be more peaceful and less mentally chaotic but there's still so much to sift through and deconstruct. i have so many weird hangups about success and age and being in a small town. it's tiring. i crave an overnight breakdown of my endless comparisons to people i know and feeling small next to these ideas i think i should be living but am not. i am definitely getting better at appreciating where i am though. it's a process. and that's the thing of it.... the journey as opposed to the destination.
anyway, that was kind of bloggy and updatey and now i'm sleepy so we'll just let this mish-mash of thought-words be.
"my eyeliner runs in constellations for you, dear" - lady gaga ... i love that lyric :)
nic and i had a RIGHTEOUS day-away at whitewater memorial park in liberty the other day. paddle-boating for like 2 hours, which i haven't done since i was 10 and just general bright sunny good times. we cooked veggie dogs, which were the nastiest sawdusty little grossnesses i've had in a while. thank god for cheese and its masking properties.
i twitter some - boysandbombs - and need to hang out more with my new friends in town as i've gotten kind of hermity and internet-addicted, and just working and hanging and sleeping. nothing much to report really... but then, this is a blog and not a Christmas newsletter.
'little Marty is in grade 4 and Prudence is majoring in Architecture at Cal State! oh the places she'll go!"
whatever i'm rusty. things are good. i'm striving to be more peaceful and less mentally chaotic but there's still so much to sift through and deconstruct. i have so many weird hangups about success and age and being in a small town. it's tiring. i crave an overnight breakdown of my endless comparisons to people i know and feeling small next to these ideas i think i should be living but am not. i am definitely getting better at appreciating where i am though. it's a process. and that's the thing of it.... the journey as opposed to the destination.
anyway, that was kind of bloggy and updatey and now i'm sleepy so we'll just let this mish-mash of thought-words be.
"my eyeliner runs in constellations for you, dear" - lady gaga ... i love that lyric :)