Christmas Joy
Overall the amount to which everyone brings about thier fair share of ideas and hopes and love and whatever else seems to come to ever aburpt halt during the holiday season.
To me it seems like people tend to get more self-centered than ever at this time of year.
Maybe I'm bitter beause I don't feel like I have a real Christmas anymore. I know my father, mother and the rest of my family try to have the best Christmas they can for my brother and I, but it still isn't the same.
It's not just becuase my parents aren't together anymore, it's the way I think about everything.
I feel like Christmas is for people who are trying to catch up with what they missed out on throughout the year becasue they worked too much and couldn't make it to the baseball games and dance recitals.
Yeah this may all sound Scrooge...but I just can't help it. Christmas is not my time of year.
Now birthdays, that's what I'm talking about. Everyone is special and desverves to be recognized...but on the same day?! WoW.
Now I'm just kinda pissy at the whole idea that Chrismas is near.
Don't get me wrong, I love the decorations and weather...I just hate the people. Bitchy, in a hurry to get "THE BEST PRESENT IN THE WORLD", the competition to see who spends more...bladdy fucking blah.
It's not a contest to me. I want to be with family, happy, warm, full as shit.
Material things are shit to me. Fuck it. I can get money so many differnt ways, whatever.
But family and friends come along one a life time.
I just wish everyone wouldn't be so hung up on themselves.
To me it seems like people tend to get more self-centered than ever at this time of year.
Maybe I'm bitter beause I don't feel like I have a real Christmas anymore. I know my father, mother and the rest of my family try to have the best Christmas they can for my brother and I, but it still isn't the same.
It's not just becuase my parents aren't together anymore, it's the way I think about everything.
I feel like Christmas is for people who are trying to catch up with what they missed out on throughout the year becasue they worked too much and couldn't make it to the baseball games and dance recitals.
Yeah this may all sound Scrooge...but I just can't help it. Christmas is not my time of year.
Now birthdays, that's what I'm talking about. Everyone is special and desverves to be recognized...but on the same day?! WoW.
Now I'm just kinda pissy at the whole idea that Chrismas is near.
Don't get me wrong, I love the decorations and weather...I just hate the people. Bitchy, in a hurry to get "THE BEST PRESENT IN THE WORLD", the competition to see who spends more...bladdy fucking blah.
It's not a contest to me. I want to be with family, happy, warm, full as shit.
Material things are shit to me. Fuck it. I can get money so many differnt ways, whatever.
But family and friends come along one a life time.
I just wish everyone wouldn't be so hung up on themselves.